once in a life time

taiwanese. 18 yrs old. skinny. show. friends.

Hell yeah. UCSD.

i know i asked for this and this is what i deserve
but it just hurts little by little each and everyday.

I have been so busy and stressed out so I haven’t had a chance to check my tumblr…
There’s just so many things happening I feel like I am so behind with my own life…
Things should’ve happened a long time ago happened now and it’s just so much harder to deal with these things when my days aren’t so great.
My emotions and thoughts are everywhere & I am really scared to face everything

Things would’ve worked out better if you could just let go of me earlier.